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I am retired with all of this in my life....
That's why I won't to eat....

That's why I won't to do anything
That's why I don't wanna wake up anymore....

But if I don't wake up...
What about my family..
Nobody care about them except me...
What I must to be done Yaa Allah....

It's great...
The way Allah to explain what my feeling right now....
Thunder and rainy storm....

Right now in here..
In this place...
In my lonely time
I just don't wanna care to anyone...

I just want to look and see....
What the God want me to do

This feeling couldn't be understand by anyone
But i don't care about that.....
Only my note and my pen that can understand me right now

#OneDayOnePost
Late post boeat 22 maret 2016